Since I don’t feel anything on my genitals, I can stay naked in front of my mother without shame.
I need help. I’m another person for 8 years. My parents wonder why i don’t want to get married and build a family. I’m 28 years old and cannot have a normal sexual life. I cannot maintain an erection while I’m standing up. I feel that my brain is completely disconected from my penis. I saw 3 urologists, two endocrinologist, two neurologist, one sexologist and nobody was able to find what is my problem. They think it is psychological but it is not. I’m a marathon runner. I have never had any health issues in my life. I really don’t understand what is going on. I became a very violent person. I hate girls, I hate everybody. I often feel like I want to kill somebody or kill myself. I’m not feeling like a man anymore. I have some strange ideas. Since I don’t feel anything on my genitals, I can stay naked in front of my mother without shame. Please help me heal.